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Here is another person who has been around for awhile, but I don't know anything other than he is male.
BM, where do you live? Have you lived their your entire life?
Are you still a student, or are you out in the work force? Any pets, hobbies, fetishes?
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writ eit.
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TAG...Spill your guts!
We want a full minute by minute detail of your entire life from 30 minutes prior to moment of conception to right now and we expect it sometime today...so get crackin' 
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sue_hg posted on 6/2/05 4:38am
TAG...Spill your guts!
We want a full minute by minute detail of your entire life from 30 minutes prior to moment of conception to right now and we expect it sometime today...so get crackin'
LOL.. is it done yet?
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Up ya go!
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taggy wag
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Arrgh where ya be BM?
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I know he hates this picture, so I will try and bait him.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v521/Draekane/B.gif
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Tag for me!
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I saw you effer!
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Ugh.. he was here!
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Hey, there I was troubleshooting my wireless router, and then I look down the page and what do I see? Alrighty then, lets get cracking - I gots ta work in about an hour. So I'll bust out everything I can now, and then the rest after I get out.
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Sadly, I cannot recall my own conception, or even the first few years leading up to that point. The first memory I have is, when I was 4, I was on one of those "fun old timey" trains where people with handle bar mustaches server you ice cream and you listen to rag time music. Well, the train broke down about 15 minutes into the journey, nearly derailed and then had to be "bumped" (imagine an engine going in reverse, then speeding up to hit your train - then imagine that over and over) all the way back to the station. The worst part is that they did this over some very tall and scary bridges, and so for the next 10-12 years I had a mortal fear of bridges and trains (but, for whatever reason, a fascination with handlebar mustaches). To this day my family swears that never happened, but I know its true.
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The Saga of Bloodangel_Mephiston
Sadly, I cannot recall my own conception, or even the first few years leading up to that point. The first memory I have is, when I was 4, I was on one of those "fun old timey" trains where people with handle bar mustaches server you ice cream and you listen to rag time music. Well, the train broke down about 15 minutes into the journey, nearly derailed and then had to be "bumped" (imagine an engine going in reverse, then speeding up to hit your train - then imagine that over and over) all the way back to the station. The worst part is that they did this over some very tall and scary bridges, and so for the next 10-12 years I had a mortal fear of bridges and trains (but, for whatever reason, a fascination with handlebar mustaches). To this day my family swears that never happened, but I know its true.
So here's what they tell me happened up until that horrible train ride. I was born on Feb 28th 1986 in Lewiston Hospital in Lewiston Maine. I like to tell people I was worn at midnight and was nearly a leap year baby, and alot of people believe me until they realize that 1986 wasn't even a leap year, and that I was born at 6:17 in the afternoon. My father and mother lived in a small house in Lewiston for another year, and then we moved in Portland. It was about this time that my mother had this strange bump on her back. She went to a doctor who assured her it was nothing, and sent her home. Well, the bump got bigger, and blacker and she went to another doctor who diagnosed it as maligant melanoma. By the time she was given treatment it had spread from her back, into her left lung. It was lookin' pretty grim, because the cancer in the lung couldn't be touched with regular kemo without substantial risk. However, there was new experimental treatment method available in NY, at that time, which she was given. It was in a whole bunch of medical journals (I'm sure if you looked up the name "Sharon Pratt" in the context of cancer medical journals circa 1987-1989, you'd find some stuff there). To complicate matters she was also pregnant at the time, and the doctors, given the experimental nature of the cancer treatment, suggested abortion. I won't go into all the details, because I don't know them, but this story had a good ending. The treatment worked (even though she had part of her lung removed), my sister was born without incident, and the doctor who misdiagnosed her cancer lost his practice and we won a substantial sum of money as a result of a medical malpractice lawsuit. By the year of 1990 things were looking pretty good, so we decided to celebrate in an ol' timey way; and that's where I can take over.
Good times ahead for many years. Because of the influx of capital we moved (all us 4) into a bigger house in Portland. I went through elementary school with alot of friends, and at the top of the class (at our "graduation" ceremony I even got a special award that came with a plaque that was hung in the school's lobby). Elementary school, as a I remember correctly, was pretty damn good. I was the best player on my little luege team (an .800 average one season), top grades (by elementary standards anyway), and a ton of friends. For some reason I was a frail little kid though. I cried alot at stupid things, and didn't stand up well to the criticisms of the "cool" kids. When I went off to middle school things started to get a little shakey. I still was doing great in school (A's all around), but all my old friends had left me, and were making fun of me on a daily basis. All the smart kids I used to be with in elementary school (in some special AP courses) all started call me a dumb and convinced the AP teacher at the middle school to toss me out of the class, and I was cut from the Senior Leuge team because I wasn't a fast runner. Rather trivial stuff, but in 6th grade that all seemed like a big deal. Thankfully, I met my best friend ever on the first day of 6th grade. We were all sharing what our favorite books were and I said "The Hobbit". The kid sitting next to me said "Hey! Mine too." and we've been best friends ever since. (awww ... cute story moment).
The summer of the 6th grade was a tough one. I'd like to let ya'll know that the person I had the most respect more in the entire world was my grandfather. I'd could tell stories all day about the stuff we did together. He taught me how to fish, how to work a saw, how to build things, and we spent a ton of time together over the summers when I wasn't in school. Well, in the summer of 6th grade (I guess this would make it 98, or maybe 97) he died of lung cancer. That was a real hard blow to take, and even now its tough to think about. Has it really almost been 10 years since I last saw my Da? ....
10 years.
Starting 7th grade I transfered to another school to get away from everyone who was bullying me on a daily basis. Some real good stories about that place, but I'll save them for the happy part 2. Lets just say I did alot of crazy dancing and praying to pagan gods. Yeah, I had no clue what I was in for when I started there.
But that's not quite all that happend that year. As you can see I'm already kind of long winded, and this a touchy and complex subject so I'll be as brief as I can. The next year, the year of 7th grade, my mom and dad got divorced. I was under the impression this was because my dad was yelling at my mom, and abusing her. She told me all sorts of things about how he stole all her settlement money, and how he was cheating on her with all sorts of other women, and whole bunch of other bullcrap. I hated my father for this. Untill about 2002 I'd say I hated him. With a burning, raging passion. I didn't want to go over to his house on weekends. I didn't want to see him on holidays, and I didn't want to ever be around him because I hated him so much. However, there was another side to this story, the true side that I never found out until the summer of 2002. My mother was not only a lier, but an alcoholic and drug addict. She would steal from me and my sister to cover her "costS", I would pay the bills sometimes, and, oh yeah, remember the settlement money? She spent that all on drugs. A 15,000 trust fund set up my grandmother for my college education? Gone. I spent alot of time hiding those years. I was in denial like nobodies business. I stop exercising as much, got out of shape and .. and ... you'll never guess what I was doing all those years?
I shut myself int the basement played alot of Asheron's Call and trolled the VN Boards.
And that's part I of the story. I'll give ya part II (the happy good part) when I get back from work. However, I work untill about 11pm-12am EST so you might have to check back tomorrow morning. Sorry ACF, but that's the way it is.
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Very interesting start.. there better be more by time I log on tomorrow! 
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8 hours at work and the only reply was Rikostan? I'm hurt 
Ok, working on part 2 right now.
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Alrighty, where was I? Oh right ... okay, so the summer before junior year things were looking pretty sketchy. I was living in a drug-house (pretty much) everything was broken, my mom was effed up most of the day. She owned her own business, which she had driven into the ground, and it was tough just getting by day to day. Sophomore year I got the lowest grades I've ever had in my life (like a 85 average) because home life sucked so bad. Thankfully, one day my dad walked into the house one day and said "You're coming with me, I'll sort out custody later, and I'll get your stuff another day- but you need to come with me right now". And so we went and moved into my dad's apartment. 3 days later, my mom had a serious heart attack (in her mid 40s) because of drug complications and came very close to death. This finaly gave her the kick she needed to get clean. She went to a year-long intensive rehab program, but it was painful to watch her during this phase. She lost alot of her memories, gained alot of weight, and looked like hell everytime I saw her. My sister was very bothered by this, and stop talked to her at this point. She tells people that her mother is dead, and they havn't talked since then. Maybe one or 2 of you is interested what else might have goin' down in that drug house. Well, mostly alot of RX pills, methadone (and god knows what else), alot of boozing, and a long string of dead-beat abusive boyfriends. Yeah, let me tell you it really sucks when your mom calls the cops on you because you take her beer away when she comes in drunk off her ass at 2 in the morning. Yeah, thanks mom - I appreciate the hitting too. Sorry, sorry, little touchy on that subject. I got alotta stories about that kinda stuff; but I don't think ACF needs to hear them all. But, this is my Focus On so I thought I'd throw in at least one: so ya'll have an idea of how badly that phase of my life sucked.
On a happier note junior year was real good. I got my first car (a 91' Infiniti Q45 I picked up for 800 bucks because it was 200k on it, the eletric system was shot to hell, the AC and heat were busted, and it would stall out for no reason at a light), but I loved that damn car. I was sad to see it go. My grades improved that year, and I met alot of really cool friends (I didn't have much time for friends fresh/soph year). I never really got into the whole drinking scene (and, gee, you wonder why?), so that kind of left me on the outside. But, hell, that was always fine by me because I had my cool outsider friends. Senior year things only got better for me. I aced all my classes, kicked ass on the SATS (1340 - a family record) and graduated near the top of class with a 97 average. Even got some kind of presidental scholarship and award for doin' so well. During this time I always was working a full time job (well, okay, like 30 hours) and it hardly effected me at all. Sure, it was kind of rough to goto school at 7-2, work from 4-12 for a few days a week, but I liked having the money to spend. 2 summers ago my dad remarried and we all moved to another town into a nice big ol' house. I still there today with my 3 step brothers, 2 cats, sister and my dad & step mom.
My Step mom is kinda an interesting character. I think she's kind annoying, but she seems to have it in for my sister. Now, my sister a drama queen anyway, but she's always real frail. She feels like she's being beat up on all the time by my step-mom (not sure how true that is - but I do worry). I care so much for my sister, because she was hit so much harder by the whole drug ordeal; she's still seeing a therapist about it even today. She takes her anger out on me alot though. Tells me I don't understand, tells me I don't care about her, shouts in my face. Its real hard to deal with, but I still do everything for her. I get up early in the morning (even if I worked late) to bring her to school so she doesn't have to go alone. I buy her a ton of stuff, and I always listen to her bitch about anything. Does she ever ask me how I'm feeling? Well, no; but that doesn't bother me too much. I tell ya: nothing bothers me anymore. After all I went through a few years ago nothing effects me. Hell, the first time I cried in the last 3 years was making this thread because I got to thinking about how I need to visit my Da's grave pretty soon because its been so long....
God damn I miss my Da.
But I said this would be happier part didn't I? Well things are great right now! I just finished my first year at UW Madison (the 32nd best school in the nation BTW) with a slick 3.6 GPA. (another family record), and I'm on track for a masters degree in accounting. I still got a good job (although I'd like 2 jobs this summer. Anything less than 50-60 hours a week feels like slacking off to me. My friends call me crazy for that, but I hate not working). I still got alot of great friends from high school. No girlfriend; but I don't really want one. I have no interest in girls, or boys, or dating at all. Alot of people tell me I'm just childish like that (which pisses me off) but I just don't want to be a part of that; and I hate feeling like I have to. Still not drinking, and I doubt I will. Its grown to a point were I detest people who are drinkers, and I violently detest any drug users. A few of my friends told me they started smoking pot in college and I flipped out at them; I came about this (> <) close to kicking their ass. I can't stand that young people would EVER want to put that crap in them. I see any kind of substance use (and abuse) as a sign of personal weakness, and nothin'll ever change that.
That's a big thing about me, I hate weakness. I look back on all these things I've done and I see a weak person who couldn't handle things so he ran away and played alot of video games. I saw a weak person with glasses and braces and every outward sign that said 'I am weak - push me around'. That all changed; and it still changing. I will not allow myself to be a weak person. I've started working out again, (3 miles a day running, weight training 3-4 times a week), and I've doubled my effort to control my emotions. My mother has shown me was weakness is, and I can never become that. I NEED to work 50 hours a week to prove I'm not weak. I need to exercise myself to a point I know I can't get to. I can't let my dad pay for anything, even if he offers, because that just means I don't have the means do it myself. You may call that a complex, but I call that motivation - and that's how I live myself. The most important person in my life is my dad. Through everything he put up with me. When I told him he was an asshole and he hated me, he didn't yell back. He rescued me from a hell-hole. I owe him so damn much; and I hope to pay it all back. I'll make it up to you daddy; you watch me. You won't be disapointed with when I've finished what I've started.
I read, and re-read through this stuff and I wonder: is this me? Did these things happen to me? What about everything else that happened? If I don't write it, does that mean it never happened? Everything seems so surreal and distant. Even last summer; did I really do all those things that I imagined myself to have done? Is that train ride for real? But I digress. Enough biography, eh?
What does Bloodangel_Mephiston like to do for fun? Well I listen to a ton of music pretty much any genre; although metal music is probably my favorite. Even given this, my favorite band is "They Might be Giants". I can't stand "emo" music because it goes back to that whole thing of weakness. Whallowing in self-pity and sadness is weakness, and I can't stand to let myself do it. I watch alot anime and sci-fi stuff. I have a huge collection of DVDs and CDs. I also read alot; I probably have about 3-4 boxes of books already. I, of course, play quite a few MMOS (I've tried all of them at some point, but AC and AO were always my favorites) and I post alot here on ACF. ACF is a very entertaining place, and I love ya'll (awww ... touching). When I'm not distracting myself here, I write satirical essays for my friends; they tell me I should submit they somewhere, but I'm not sure people other than myself would like them. I consider myself to be a pretty witty fellow (am I not?), but sometimes the only person who gets my jokes is me. Politcally? I'm a registered as a democrat, but I wonder sometimes. I've been lumped into the conservative camp around here, and my friends all call me republican: but I dislike the whole 'neo-con' movement that's been going around recently. On the whole I'm a pretty easy-going guy, (mostly because nothing tends to bother me) and I'm always making jokes and wisecracks. I care alot about my friends and my sister; and would do anything to help them. I have a strong conscience, and do more than my fair share sometimes. I also hardly ever share my true feelings with anyone other than myself. This thread, of course, being one of the few exceptions to that rule. Very few (ok, no one) knows the "true" me, and that's the way I'd like to keep it. As for fetishes? Hmmm, not too interested in dating, (or even checking out chicks for that matter), but kitty ears really make me happy down in the pants.
And that's about all I can think of right now. If ya got a question you'd better ask it now; this is really the only time I'm opening myself up, so ya'll better be greatful.
Oh, and if this doesn't get 100+ replies, I'll be very sad. Been postin since 1999 (under Ceresor in those days, before the remerge in 01) and I never had a single thread over 75.
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Woot B!!!
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Also, what gave you the impression I hated this picture?
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Thanks for writing a long one
I have that same mindset that you have... identifying self-pity with weakness. In some ways we have similar backgrounds, so maybe that is where it stems from.
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There is a chance that's where it stems from- watching a parent who seems to be lost in self-pity fail at life. I spend alot of time thinking about it, and things like it; and I'm getting close to mapping it all out.
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holy tag because I'm too drunk to read all that.
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Sorry it took me so long to read this. I have had little access to a computer.
What a GREAT read!! Thank you so much for sharing this with us!!
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Thanks for sharing!
Nice to Meetcha!
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